17.11.10

wednesday




Excuse me while I tread the line between wanting to express my thoughts and desperately wanting to remain silent. The past few months have been really rotten. Things appear to be improving and I immediately distrust that. Isn't it strange we are taught to trust appearances? Bullshit, I say. If anyone else empathizes, might I recommend busying the hell out of yourself?

If that fails you (which like everything/everyone else, it will), I strongly suggest banh mi sandwiches oozing with cilantro. And now, a midnight snack!

12 comments:

  1. Well at least the food looks really, really yummy, Marcine. I know what it's like to go through a rough patch and then not trust it when things get better. You lose a bit of faith in the goodness of the world. You will get there. x

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  2. Ugh, I'm sorry you've been feeling this way. I do empathize.

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  3. I turn to food, too. Food cures everything, I say!

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  4. Num Pang: universal cure all. Seriously though, I hope appearances pay off for real this time :n )

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  5. I'm sorry you're having a hard time. At least you seem to appreciate all the little things, like that sandwich. That attitude will get you through it!

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  6. :( i feel you. and bahn mi sandwiches def. cures many a things.

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  7. I hope that sandwich of yours helped a little :)

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  8. anything cilantro lightens my mood- that sandwich looks yummy.

    sorry you are feeling the blahs and that appearances have proved untrustworthy.

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  9. i am in the same spot... horrid times in my house, and no doubt still waiting outside my door.. the line you are treading is in indeed fine, and i find myself on the same small tightrope.

    so i do, empathise, quite thoroughly,
    trying to busy myself also, it is an odd time!!

    hope things improve all the more for you.
    Have a listen to my new song 'satellite,' i hope it might cheer you up - http://www.myspace.com/kclarion
    xx
    katie joy

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  10. I do feel you, my pal.

    At times my mind craves to release its ridiculously heavy continent with one superfluous explosion, yet I luckily recall such vocal detonation carries no benefit at all. I remain silent with my mistrusts, and if there happens to be a sandwich like that available, I'd gladly yield and stuff my mouth with it rather than words.

    Be well.
    Jo

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  11. oh yea, which bahn mi spot did you go to? i usually go to baogette, though nicky's would be ideal, but unfortunately out of the way.

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  12. A sandwich that looks this good should be illegal!

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