Excuse me while I tread the line between wanting to express my thoughts and desperately wanting to remain silent. The past few months have been really rotten. Things appear to be improving and I immediately distrust that. Isn't it strange we are taught to trust appearances? Bullshit, I say. If anyone else empathizes, might I recommend busying the hell out of yourself?
If that fails you (which like everything/everyone else, it will), I strongly suggest banh mi sandwiches oozing with cilantro. And now, a midnight snack!
Well at least the food looks really, really yummy, Marcine. I know what it's like to go through a rough patch and then not trust it when things get better. You lose a bit of faith in the goodness of the world. You will get there. x
ReplyDeleteUgh, I'm sorry you've been feeling this way. I do empathize.
ReplyDeleteI turn to food, too. Food cures everything, I say!
ReplyDeleteNum Pang: universal cure all. Seriously though, I hope appearances pay off for real this time :n )
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're having a hard time. At least you seem to appreciate all the little things, like that sandwich. That attitude will get you through it!
ReplyDelete:( i feel you. and bahn mi sandwiches def. cures many a things.
ReplyDeleteI hope that sandwich of yours helped a little :)
ReplyDeleteanything cilantro lightens my mood- that sandwich looks yummy.
ReplyDeletesorry you are feeling the blahs and that appearances have proved untrustworthy.
i am in the same spot... horrid times in my house, and no doubt still waiting outside my door.. the line you are treading is in indeed fine, and i find myself on the same small tightrope.
ReplyDeleteso i do, empathise, quite thoroughly,
trying to busy myself also, it is an odd time!!
hope things improve all the more for you.
Have a listen to my new song 'satellite,' i hope it might cheer you up - http://www.myspace.com/kclarion
xx
katie joy
I do feel you, my pal.
ReplyDeleteAt times my mind craves to release its ridiculously heavy continent with one superfluous explosion, yet I luckily recall such vocal detonation carries no benefit at all. I remain silent with my mistrusts, and if there happens to be a sandwich like that available, I'd gladly yield and stuff my mouth with it rather than words.
Be well.
Jo
oh yea, which bahn mi spot did you go to? i usually go to baogette, though nicky's would be ideal, but unfortunately out of the way.
ReplyDeleteA sandwich that looks this good should be illegal!
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