I've been running old conversations through my mind like ticker tape. The last time I spoke with my grandmother. Driving with Maria this week, forever on the freeway. Laughing through warm happy days with Autumn. Running into Joshua at the airport when leaving was the last thing I wanted to do (still the last thing I want to do). Meaningless conversations that gain meaning because meaningless conversation was the only thing we could do.
If anyone knows how to turn off your brain, please let me know.